IN WHICH I RANT ABOUT BULLSHIT

DISCLAIMER: IF YOU'RE SENSITIVE TO ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, FRIENDLESS TEENAGE RANTS, DON'T READ. IF YOU FEEL LIKE CRAP, DON'T READ. IF YOU'RE TRYING TO AVOID IW SPOILERS (SERIOUSLY, GET YOUR ASSSSS TO THE THEATER!!) THEN DON'T READ. IF YOU HATE ME, THEN DON'T READ!! ALSO A TON OF PROFANITY. SORRY. 

Also. I'm crazy. I can't get over anything, and it's stupid, and I'm stupid, because I get more upset over fictional deaths than my own relatives dying and when my Grandma died the same day I saw TFA, I was just like HAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNN man! I can't. I know fictional characters are fucking immortal, but but I don't care, because there was no closure to the Loki/Thor relationship. AND YES ONLY BROTHERS, YOU BITCHES STOP BITCHING ABOUT THORKI!!!!! 

Incest is bad, kay????? Dude, sex is stupid. I'm asexual, and I KNOW IT DAMN WELL. MY SEXUALITY IS A THING. HOMOPHOBIA/TRANSPHOBIA IS AS BAD AS RACISM, AND NO ONE IS FUCKING ACKNOWLEDGING IT!!!!!!!!!!

GUYS, I'm not straight. Fucking deal. ALSO WHYYYYY IS THE CHURCH SO FUCKING STUPID!!!??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????? 

i HAT E MY LIFE SOMETIMES. 

no I'M TOTALLY NOT SUICIDAL GUYS, BECAUSE I'M TERRIFIED OF DYING BUT I JUST WANNA HIBERBATE FOR SIX YEARS AND WAKE UP WITH A MAGICAL DEGREE AND A JOB AND DRIVING AND NO ANXIETY... 

yeah fine, somehow I don't actually have depression, and I'm not sure how because I'm fucking depressed all the time. AND ALSO, WHY DO MY FRIENDS HATE ME!!!!?????

SERIOSULY A FICTIONAL PSYCHOPATHIC SERIAL KILLER WITH A WEIRD MESSED UP MIND AND DADDY ISSUES IS BETTER THAN THEM 

















I DIDN'T MEAN THAT NONEXISTENT EXCLUSIVE GIRL SQUAD. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. 

also my dad is actually a hoarder and it's suepr abboying i'm also super worried he's gonna like get old and sick and i;m an ONLY CHILD and his sister doesn't care, so I'll have to take care of ANOTHER SICK PARENT. Sorry. I'm done with that BS. Don't be surprised if i never visit anyone in the hospital ever agin. 

i swear i have ptsd or something, but apparentlty not just because my therapist says so. Wy???

okay. also i'm gonna fail tenth grade cuz i literally hate school adn i'm homeschooled and i lost my motivation and i wanna be a fucking highschool dropout and i hate it. 

can everyone recognize my sexuality is real plz/???? AND IT"S OKAY TO HAVE SEX WITH THE SAME GENDER. I don't care. OMG!! 

Seriously, I have some uestions about youre loving and kind God's weird philosiphy that doesn't make shit sense. Can we just all accepet that the universe doesnnt make shit sense and i have no idea why we're here, so i guess we'll all just have to make teh best of our existenece jeez guys!! 

Can we stop adhering to psycho relogions or athiesm or science? Anything is possible, guys! There could be unicorn planets?!?Q

One can dream. 

I  seriously am afraid of going to hell cuz i was raised christian and i don't want God/gods/no god/nture to puniush me for not knowing things he/she/it/they won't care to explain to me!!!!!

zen man buddhism (jk that's stupid too) 

let's all be cows ya'll (hindus i know) 

george harrison

fuck. 

i'm tragically woundde from IW!!!!!!!!!


TAYLOR SWIFT, THE LITTLE BITCH, FUCKING LIED TO TOM HIDDLESTON AND HE'S PERFECT AND NOT HUMAN OMG SHE SAID SHE LOVED HIM SHE DIDN'T SHE LOVED JOE! GREAT, CUZ SHE'S A MORON AND DOESN'T DESERVE HIM ANYWAY. 








This is bad. Jeez. 

I'm crazy okay. 


Seroisly why don;t my friends ever wanna hannggggggg????

and the ones that do are soooooo annoying

why does everyone have it so easy?


just why. 

yes, i'm feeling sorry for myself...



(I hate a lot of stuff that's going on right now, and everything just feels out of control right now, TBH. I keep thinking I'm getting through it, then something else comes along. Seriously, no offense to any religions, you can believe whatever you want, and that's not stupid. I don't really hate most people TBH. I get it my friends try and have their own issues. The problem is mine and not theirs. I know. I'm sorry. I'm also sorry for the profantiy, I'll try to refrain, I'm sorry. This was a rant. I'm sorry. I know there are starving kids in Africa. I'm sorry.) 

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